What did quizzes say about me?

These are results of some quizzes I've been took. I capitalized, which I feel like it (it's so me).... so what do you think? Do these show who I am enough?


What RAINBOW COLOR are you?

I'm Hello (YELLOW) Yellow

CHEERS up everyone... You are the one who make friends with stranger with your SMILEY FACE... You love SUNNY DAYS and walk on the beach or ROMANTIC DINNER You are OPTIMISTIC, BRIGHT, and CHILDLIKE.. ( based on Psychology test... actually I'm RED person, who act BLUE-ly... the HOT acts COLDly.... maybe that's why I'm YELLOW--WARM!!, it's between HOT & COLD, hot getting colder...ya it's warm )



What FLOWER are you?
I'm DAFFODIL

You have a SUNNY disposition and are normally one on the first to show up for the party. You don't need too much attention from the host ones you get there as you more more capable of making yourself seen & heard. ( Actually, my fave's flower is orchid... but I also love rose...but daffodil, it's good enough, but I haven't saw it in reality ).






What ROSE COLOR are you?
Shafiyatul is a YELLOW ROSE!

Shafiyatul is like the SUN - WARM and CARING. You are a joyful and fun person and LOVE to be AROUND your FRIENDS (I just feel, I'm not as fun as that, but it's absolutely true, I love to be around my beloved people :p ) ( Actually , my fave's white rose for its purity, but I also like pink rose for the sweetness, red rose for passion...yellow rose? it's symbolized smartness /intelligence... I love rose....whatever it's color :) it always beautiful with its own way :) )




What FOOD are you? (it refers to taste of the food)
You are a PEPPER (it refers to CHILI)





You are a spicy flirty, fun person who is a big risk taker. My advice for the peppers out there is to slow it down and find someone or something to hang on to. But either way keep up what your doing. In other words you are all for the spice of life! ( I think I''m not as spicy as that ;p )







What FRUIT are you?
I'm a POMEGRANATE ( delima )

You're unconventional ( actually, I'm kinda "taat-asas" person, and it sometimes makes me fear to break the rule , is it a lil bit conventional I think, isn't it? ) , UNIQUE, and just a lil bit tart (am I? hopefully not ;p). You know how to make a lasting impression and often do so with zest for life. ( I think I'm ORANGE, sweet but a lil bit/sometimes SOUR ...It rich of vitamin C, it’s good for body’s immunity & makes the body healthy. It’s sweet, though sometimes it’s sour. Yeah I think I’m just like it…sweet but sometimes sour, and try to be "useful person" for people around me, try to make them happy, and it’s one of my happiness : see people around me happy).


If I were a season of the year, I would be SPRING



You are SPRING
Each morning you wake up and look forward to a new day full of HOPE and promise! You are a FREE-SPIRITED person that wishes on falling stars and picks four-leaf clovers for good luck! You DREAM BIG and SIMPLY LOVE your LIFE. ...


So, how about you? wanna take those quizzes? it's fun enough :)

DESIRABLE

what we want?
to get all that we desire

what woman want?
to be all DESIRABLE

GOD always gives us what we NEED, not what we WANT...
But I can't deny that it'll be the best if we could get what we NEED & it's truly what we WANT.

Motivator, Supporter, Tutor, & Teacher named Umi

This day, 22nd December, we (Indonesian) celebrate Mother Day. So, today, I wanna dedicate this to my beloved mom_Umi.

We call her Umi, it's Arabic for mom... her name is Siti Maemunah... She was born in 1951, 16th March (but it's mentioned 1950 at id). She was 24 when married with my father_Abah (1975). One year later, they got 1st_daughter (mba Nung), 2nd_daughter (mba Lely) in 1978, 3rd_son (mas Arif) in 1980, and 4th_daughter (me) in 1985.

1989, her beloved husband (our father) passed away, my father was 44 & my mom was 38. So...there she was...she has to become single parent for her 4 children : mba Nung 13, mba Lely 11, mas Arif 9, and me 4. Can you imagine that?...it's really hard..... ( I just knew about years ago, my mom's brother said to me...that he really worried when imagine what would we become without our father, a family without a "leader"...)

My mom runs her life & her family...alone. She has to be strong & tough as a leader....she become main structure of our family. She has to able handle everything...her children life, housekeeping thing.... by herself. Like another ordinary woman...sometimes she falls-down....sometimes her tear was dropped.... ( when saw that, I felt so guilty, because most of reason that happened : she can't handled we anymore : our naughtiness ).

I always remember....what she often said to us....: "...although, you don't have father, you have to seems like other kids ( with complete parents ). You have to prove to them ( world ), if you could .... " at that time, I hadn't understood yet, what does it mean, after I knew it, mean it...it because,sometimes we were underestimated ( by others, by neighbors, etc ). That's why, we have to prove it....that we can....she is our MOTIVATOR....

Single parent of 4 children...it's really hard...emotionally, and ... materially.... She earned money for our life, try to make our life normally, she has to spend the money wisely, fortunately she is frugal person. But, for education thing, she would spend without hesitancy. When I was in kindergarten & elementary school, I was chosen to participated at painting competitions, so she would give me the best color pencil & doodle sets, the best she could find in my place, though it's expensive enough for us. She SUPPORTS so much....

She loves hand-crafting, and she's good on it. So...just like mother like daughter....I also love it. I remember, one day, I played coconut leaves, my mom came, she took some of it, and then taught me made flower from it ( usually the flower is made by "Japan ribbon"). It's such a creative, isn't limited by material. She often taught me to make something, and proudly I say : when I was in school, I've got excellent in art ( exp. hand-crafting ), it because my mom...thanks Mi... she is truly my TUTOR, my TEACHER....she's so creative....

My mom is really creative... when I said to my college's friends : "If my mom studied architecture, she would become a good architect", because she really aware with physical & nature condition, the sun daylight.... ( we learned "Fisika Bangunan" ). She naturally...aware it...she applicate it in daily life...when she drying clothes, she will locate & order those based on on daylight ( sun, shading ), isn't it good? definitely :p

Singapore, 22nd December 2008

Happy birthday Atsa-Oman, auntie's smart boy & little knight

His name is Muhammad Abdurrahman Al-Atsari

his parents (abi & umi) called him Abdurrahman
his "Klaten grandma & grandpa aka Mami & Papi" called him Edu (comes from Abdu)
his "Sidareja family aka my family" called him Atsa

He was born on 19th December 2006 (he has same date-birth with me (19_April) & my dad (19_August) ), in Yogyakarta, when his umi (I called her mba Maya_my sister in law) was still on co-ass of her medical study at UGM. As first grandchild in my family, so everybody loves him :) . He become our funny boy with his smiley face, smart boy, oouuhh...he is so lovely boy :)

Since October 2007, he lived in Sidareja permanently , after his umi finished her study.

So, he has met more people...and socialized a lot with them...and...he got more nickname :p
some of my neighbors & his parents's patients called him dede' Atsa or dede' Rahman
yu Ngadirah (my mom's smallholder) called him Rohman (Abdurrahman_red), and then he will resemble , but because he hasn't can speak fluently yet, he will says : Oman ...

So he is...
Atsa, Abdurrahman, Edu, Rohman, Oman....
and sometime I called him Ate' (comes from Ade', follow Hafizh :P ) ...

This day : 19th December 2008
He is 2 years old already :)

Happy birthday Atsa-Oman-ku....
auntie's smart boy, good boy...
auntie's little knight... ( you're the oldest grandchild on Mutawali family :p )

really missing the moment: (conversation between Atsa & his abi aka mas Arif_my brother)
mas Arif : Abdurrahman...anak apa?
Atsa : pinter
mas Arif : sholeh ngga?
Atsa : soleh
mas Arif : nakal ngga?
Atsa :ngga...

miss to hear you called me : tante U..fi ( his mean is tante Ofi :p )

Love you so much... my little knight :)



Singapore, 19th December 2008

Ujung Pensil Warnaku

Just love the statistic of my gallery today
It's 0.9 _ 19 _ 90
fave per deviation _ most favourited _ most favourited viewed

and...I just realized,today's 9th December anyway...

So, 9 is number of this day :p
ha ha it's such a unimportant thing :p
but I love this thing :p

Also can viewed on here

This "not too good feeling"

It's hard....it's painful for me....but it have to.
Finally, I brave to told it....(thanks Vel for always support me to told it).

I don't know your really reaction....angry....hate me...or whatever..."I don't care" because I care of you.

I don't care, even you hate me...I think it's better to you hate me now...maybe it made you painful too....but I hope it awake you and make you better for the the future,...Amiin...and if it could make you better...it's really better...Now, it's not important about your feeling to me or me in people's perception (even maybe I lost my pride),....because....see you better is more important.

I really hope you mean it. It's all because I care about you....

Cintaku Masih Menggagah

Cintaku masih menggagah

Hatiku gelisah…

Pikiranku tak menentu berarah

Aku resah…

Tak ingin kumarah

Dan tak pernah…

Maaf aku menyerah

Maaf aku lemah…

Berpisah…

Bukan karena salah…

Aku menyerah…

Maaf...aku lemah…

Singapore, 20 Juni 2008